Saturday, June 04, 2005
~Li.*F.e~ ...well ... i'm so lonely at home now ... no one's at home ... so sad ... i cut my hair ... it's shoulder length now ... so not use to it ... i'm missing a lot of people ... i'm missing my family ... we hardly ever spemd time together anymore ... really can't wait for my Os to finish ... then we'll all go on a family holiday vacation together ... and we can spend time together ... i miss you ... and i miss all my little ones in choir ... life ... you have to learn to let go ... you cannot always have the things you want ... you must treasure them ... and when it's time to let go ... you have to let go ...
memories are what you have left then ... to remember what you once had ... what you once shared ... with all the people you love and treasure ... memories are all gifts from God ... and i'm glad ... that i can remember all that i did ... with all my family and friends ...
i'm so ... hmmm ... disappionted ... with a lot of people ... well ... whatever ... don't care anymore ... shall just do what i need to do ... i need to start diong my homework ... start studying ... and stop wasting time ... i need cherish every second .... every minute ... every hour ... need to ... need to so what is required of me ... i wish i don't feel so tired ... i wish i'm full of energy ... bleagh ...
anyway ... i have a dream ... a dream ... a thought ... of clouds in the sky ... of angels dancing like ballerinas ... of angels singing in choirs ... of innocent children dancing and playing ... feeling the air with their laughter ... their joy ... with songs of praise to God in the air ... i dream ... my dream ...
cheryn ...
posted at 6/04/2005 07:08:00 pm
